woke up around six o’clock in the evening to study and finish my homework, after I finished my homework I would watch TV for an hour or two then go back to bed because I had to wake up early in the morning to repeat the same cycle. Every day I had the same routine, but Friday was special day, on that day I just stayed home all day watching TV.
When I got older and went to high school, I started to change that system little by little,
I started to go out with my friends on the weekends to watch new movies, played football or spend time in a coffee shop. My father and Mother did not like to see me out every weekend with my friends; they loved to see me staying home even on Friday to study. I did not limit going out except on weekends, but I started to go out with them during some weekdays.
In summer time I needed to change this pattern; so I got myself a job; after work I would go home not to eat or to sleep, but to watch TV because I thought TV is the only fun I can get and to get me out of the lifeless routine. Also I had the same bored times during college, with the exception of was going out with my friends more than before.
Sometimes to escape from that routine, I would sleep over at my uncle's house and watch TV. I wanted to learn more about the outside world, I loved to hearing the news around the world, but after some time I hated hearing it because the bad news made me even more sad.
My main reason for feeling bored at that time was finding out that after I would finish college I might not find a job which really made me feel down, the unemployment rate in my country is so bad like everything else there. I started to think and ask myself if I could only move out of my country to anywhere else and leave all the people I know; life might not be as bad.
I think the main reason that made me feeling bored and depressed when I started seeing my friends finishing college and not getting any jobs. I thought when I will finish my college my future will be similar, just thinking of that made me so desperate to get out of there and leave everything behind.
Now I’m in the USA. I do not feel bored like before because now I’m so busy doing many things and talking to many friends, also because I'm living alone and my old lifeless friends are not around me.
I think the main reason I do not feel bored anymore is because I moved out of my country, everything in that country made me feel sad; education, jobs and health care I am sorry to say it,but my country is not meant for me or anyone else who would like to live
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Not much of the country itself but more of the regime, system and people who govern that country.
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